Since i came to some realizations i my life, things have been so clear to me. I look at things in my past and go... "how the hell did i miss that sign?" It is a good feeling to be/feel this way. i am happier. A statement that i would not have said a few months ago. Sure i have had a few ups and downs still, but not as many. Being able to be ones self is a really good thing. No matter who or what that is.

I have been doing a lot of thinking lately about the recent turn of events in my life. i look back at stuff that happened in my childhood and even in to my teens and adult years. It makes since to me now. I was so nigh-eve. can't believe how i never put 2 and 2 together. How the hell did i not see this stuff.

I am still doing good tho. Alot happier than i have been in a long time......

Telling people things about your self is hard. Telling family can be even harder. But having family tell you they love you and to do what makes you happy. That is the best feeling there is.....

Here is a new piece of art i did. I don't know what is suppose to be in the center of the circle. A bat, a skull, or may be the words Happy Halloween

While looking for a cd that i wanted to hear, i found a box with a small white box in it. I remembered what it was. I had bought a necklace from the Vampira estate (Maila Nurmi) that was signed on a piece of cardboard as part of the necklace. I once got a picture for Sherri Dean autographed by her and on the order form i wrote that i had always thought of her as the original female horror host. I got a letter back from her with the picture and she wrote a thank you to me for saying that. She was a good person.

As we reach the twilight hours of our fleeting earthly time
And know we will not see the sun tomorrow
We may think with deep regret of all the things we leave behind
But oh, my friends, do not give in to sorrow

/ DG D DG D / DG A DG D / :

On the other shore, on the other shore
We will reunite with all the things we ever owned before
Our single socks will all be to their rightful pairs restored
We'll meet all our possessions on the other shore

/ DG D DG D / DG D - A / DG D - G / G D DA D /

As we near those golden sidewalks floating on the clouds above
Assuming heaven is our destination
We may glance behind for one last look at everything we love
But truly there's no call for reservations

On the other shore, on the other shore
We'll have piles and piles of jeans we can't fit into anymore
We'll wear all those crazy cowboy shirts we got from Fred Labour
We'll meet all our possessions on the other shore

We'll find books we bought in college and sold for half-price unread
And sacks and sacks of earring backs lost under someone's bed
And baseball cards and army men and model planes galore
And every tiny plastic high-heel Barbie ever wore

/ GC G GC D / DG D DG A / :

On the other shore, on the other shore
We'll have giant storage units free of charge for evermore
Where our tax receipts will all be saved in bags upon the floor
We'll meet all our possessions

On the other shore, on the other shore
We'll find National Geographics from 1974
Our children's art will cover God's refrigerator door
We'll meet all our possessions on the other shore

getting rid of stuff is hard. Especially when it has some major memories attached to it. Sadly it is stuff i can't use any more or basicly stuff i never will use again. I hate seeing that stuff go tho. It was a part of me being me. Really hard to see it tossed away...

I am still fascinated with this guy.

I went to the Comicon on Saturday with Sherri. Our reason was to just have fun and see people. We stepped in and not even 5 minutes in we was already seeing people we know. I had a few things i needed to do during the con. One, meet Felix Silla. He was Cousin It in the original Addams Family tv show. Two, meet Dan Parent, who drew up the Veronica comic where they introduced Kevin Keller the gay charactor to the archie gang of friends. And third to meet Tim Sale and get the copy of The Long Halloween (issue 3) signed. Plus i wanted to find some of the comic books i have been looking for. First saw Tim Sale, and he had a line. So next was Dan Parent. Was able to get my copies signed of the 2 Kevin stuff i had and then he had a book with all of the Kevin Story arc in it. Sherri stopped and shopped at some different places as well. We finally got to the area where the actors was. Edward James Olmos, Billy Dee Williams, Erin Grey and a bunch of others was there. But i was only focused to meet Felix. So i get to his table and there is a single person there. Getting pictures taken with him and talking. I waited and finally got to talk with him. What a nice man, and such a kind soul. he signed 3 different pictures of him as Cousin it. I was so happy. Then i got to get my picture taken with him. I was a happy camper.



Got to see lots of people, and meet some others. At the end of the day my wallet was empty, but i enjoyed my self. Got to meet Angus Oblong, of the Oblongs fame. Oh and finally got the Tim Sale comic signed. He had a small line of people and most was buts, getting things signed to increase the value on e-bay. One guy had around 50 comics. woof it was sad. Tim just kept signing them all. I then placed my single comic after all these collectors did theirs small and large stacks. He then asked if i wanted it just signed or if i wanted it personalized. I said personalize it. He did, and took more time than he did with the other guys. this made me laugh a little. It was a great time....