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Filming...

yesterday was the acadamey awards of the damned party that Belinda and sherri had been planning. I was to video tape the ceramonies. Now i am feeling off lately, which means i had been floundering back and forth on the thought of going or not. I went any ways. Got there about a hour a head of the party and when it was to begin. I set up and was still a little off. When i am off i feel as if i am in the way, and no one really needs me around them, that they can have fun all by them selves. When i started filming tho..., I felt clear headed. This is a feeling i am not normally use to. But unlike usual i was thinking it felt right. Why? I do not know. But part of it had to do with the filming. I love being behind a camera. Its a visual art that i can truely understand why people do it. Low budget horror film or high cost blockbuster, it does not matter, i feel the creative team gets satisfaction from it. I want to do more filming. i keep saying i want to create babys first snuff film, i think i just might go a head and do it.

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shamelesss1
Aug. 27th, 2007 03:56 pm (UTC)
I'm glad that you are finding a form of expression that feels right to you.
HUgs:)
starstraf
Aug. 27th, 2007 09:33 pm (UTC)
I went cause it was obviously important to belinda but I don't know most of the people there so mostly just stood in a corner.
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