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odd feeling....

Jim's death has caused me more pain than a lot of the others that have happend lately. I can even say it hurt me worse than the death of my aunt. So i tried to figure out why. Then it dawned on me, because he was family. Now, i don't mean actual family but the other kind, the type that you take and create. he was such a great person and always nice. he spent a lot of time at our booth. (when he was not working) but he was also a ficture of ren fair. I can tell you, there are a few people in my area that if and when they pass, i will be a mess. There are actors that if they was not out there, i do not know what i would do. the same can be said of my science fiction family. If some of them was to go, i would be a mess. (and this has already happened enough)

we take things as they will always be. things will never change. Sigh this is not true. We live we die, we go on. The peoples lives we touch is the most important thing. thanks to a lot of you for being part of my families.


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Apr. 1st, 2009 05:23 pm (UTC)
Ditto, dear.

Thank gods for our families of choice.

Apr. 2nd, 2009 01:15 am (UTC)
You expect older relatives to pass on. It's your contemporaries that catch you by surprise, and hit you the hardest.

Yeah, that's the voice of all too much experience.
Apr. 2nd, 2009 04:10 pm (UTC)
It took me a while to figure out why his death caused me such grief (and is still making me cry at odd moments). Because honestly, we weren't close. But yes, if I'd had the opportunity, I would have wanted him in my chosen family. He was a good person.
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