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On being myself...

It is a good feeling, to be ones self. To not hide from shame for what you feel is right. We all have secrets that we don't want people to find out. But when that is being true to ones self... it is sad. I'm bisexual, some thing I come out as being a long time ago. I took and finally come to grips with the fact I was transgender. By this I mean, I finally accepted my self as this and could not take and hide any more. Didn't want to hide. I had been so miserable for so long. This was not hurting others, but it was hurting me.

To tell the truth I never in a million years have thought I could truly be happy with my self. It is a great feeling. Knowing that my being my self will not kill the friendships and family that I have, is a wonderful thing.I can't say any thing less than good things about finally being my self.

I am sad that it took so long to come to this state of mind. Almost 40 years old and i have a life time to make up for. A lot of time that i took and hid my true feelings on who I was. I will not be letting my self be held down with fear. I will be me...


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Jun. 11th, 2012 08:20 pm (UTC)
Good for you, hon. I didn't come to myself until 40; truth. I thought I was crazy or wrong or just didn't fit anywhere. When I realized that I was Pagan, poly and bi it changed everything. It wasn't easy and led to divorce and lots of turmoil. But I'm happier being myself. Regret over time don't really help; relish that you've found yourself NOW. Some people never do.

Jun. 15th, 2012 01:33 am (UTC)
The first time Pooch told someone outside of the TG community was 1995.

And unpacking we came across some of Andreas first photos - they are not complementary at all.
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